I am thinking...

I am thinking how simple I am and how difficult you are...
I am thinking how positive and forgivable I am and how negative and ungenerous you are...
I am thinking how mature I am and how childish you are...
You call my way of thinking "over analyzing" but you know yourself that I am right here.
Soon there will be one day that I will be acting instead of thinking...and that would be very late, very late for you to realize how much I want to be there for you...