Wednesday, November 30, 2011
The moment of victory!
Sometimes good times arrive in the darkest moments that you feel giving up! I experience this and this is very true.
Let me excream inside! Let me celebrate my victory after long times of pressure and stress!
Sunday, November 27, 2011
I am currently reading!
I want to be away of any superficial and ordinary thoughts. Now I am getting myself involved into deep thoughts...
The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins
currently
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The God Delusion by Richard Dawkinscurrently
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Welcoming Silence
It will arrive eventually...the moment of freedom and relief...the moment that I can leave all stress days behind and start days with silence...
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Like a knife
I have a Persian note on my desk at office that says: " There are times in life that you realize that you should not continue the hurt and the suffer. Like a knife that cuts things, you ought to move on from some people and let them be vanished forever from your life"
I used to remind this to myself everyday. One month, only one month I neglected this fact and now I feel I got back to the same place in last year...
However, at the same time, I feel I have finished a chapter in my life finally. I finally get to the point that our story is over forever...like for real....It hurts of course but it also shows that I have passed a big phase with valuable lessons.
No anger, no sadness, no regret is here with me now...nothing. I am free to think about the bright future.
I used to remind this to myself everyday. One month, only one month I neglected this fact and now I feel I got back to the same place in last year...
However, at the same time, I feel I have finished a chapter in my life finally. I finally get to the point that our story is over forever...like for real....It hurts of course but it also shows that I have passed a big phase with valuable lessons.
No anger, no sadness, no regret is here with me now...nothing. I am free to think about the bright future.
Think twice
The moment that we think others could heal us in bad times, we lost the self-dependence. Just before you lose your strength, think twice of your strength that we had gathered for a long time ...think twice before you lost it.
Friday, November 11, 2011
No word
Sometimes there is no word that can describe your feeling after another failure when you did whatever you could to pass this
endless stage of being examined...
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
24/7
I am a 24/7 emotional girl.
That is your opinion to tell me in a fine day when we have a nice coffee and you just brought me a box of chocolate from your last trip.
Apart from all the shocking news that I got from you in that visit, you idea about my endless kindness and forgiveness..hurt me most.
I am confused and disappointed by your mood changing time to time...
and you point out my problem...yes, I am a 24/7 emotional girl!! Give the man a break!
That is your opinion to tell me in a fine day when we have a nice coffee and you just brought me a box of chocolate from your last trip.
Apart from all the shocking news that I got from you in that visit, you idea about my endless kindness and forgiveness..hurt me most.
I am confused and disappointed by your mood changing time to time...
and you point out my problem...yes, I am a 24/7 emotional girl!! Give the man a break!
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Happy Now!
Sometimes life shows the bright side and all good news and feelings arrive at the same time.
I just feel happy these days, although I am very worry deep down about the test result...only three days to go...
I take every moment to pray and think positively that it will be over forever this time...but I can see that life shows its kind face to me in other aspects...
I just feel happy these days, although I am very worry deep down about the test result...only three days to go...
I take every moment to pray and think positively that it will be over forever this time...but I can see that life shows its kind face to me in other aspects...


















