Thursday, March 1, 2012
A quote
"Let it go, Let it out, Let it all unravel. Let it free and it can be a path on which to travel" ... This was a quote on my supervisor's cute calender, Readings! The whole time of meeting I was thinking about this meaning!
Friday, February 17, 2012
I:Exhausted, You:Bored
I am exhausted. I am moving...the pressure of packing my furniture, every little stuff, arranging dates with new owner and old owner, taking care of disconnecting and connecting bills makes me crazy. I am all by myself. Yesterday, I started yelling in my messy apartment of things that did not go as I planned. I called my mum and complained about my life that is so empty and I have to do every tough job by myself since age 18...Yes. I am exhausted and angry with you that you have not offered me a small help, although you have known about my moving...I am angry with you and so disappointed that you do not even try to be a shoulder for me as a friend whereas I have been there for you whenever you feel down or upset...I have been there for you whenever you need a friend...
I still have a long night of packing and working ahead, you called me from nowhere and said: "I did not get a chance to see the other day, I was wondering if you like to have a dinner, drink tonight...I am bored!" YES! This is the reason why you call me! You are BORED! and under this situation, I become suddenly important...
No! I will not continue this game with you...you are so SELFISH and NARCISSISTIC!
Monday, January 30, 2012
me waiting for you...
I miss you and you do not realize that...
I may do not wait for you and you do not realize this too...
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Who do you think you are?
Instead of writing about the sadness that I have been carried since yesterday that I met you after two months...
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CHRISTINA PERRI LYRICS
"Jar Of Hearts"
No, I can't take one more step towards you 'Cause all that's waiting is regret Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore You lost the love I loved the most <> I learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are?
Dear, It took so long just to feel all right Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed 'Cause you broke all your promises And now you're back You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul Don't come back for me Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
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CHRISTINA PERRI LYRICS
"Jar Of Hearts"
No, I can't take one more step towards you 'Cause all that's waiting is regret Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore You lost the love I loved the most <> I learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are?
Dear, It took so long just to feel all right Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed 'Cause you broke all your promises And now you're back You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul Don't come back for me Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Thursday, January 19, 2012
New year resolution
I got back from my holiday three days ago. Although I got away from my city and my people, the thoughts are still with mine. Things that bothered me or made me happy. I have written a diary over this time, but my mind is still holding the good and bad memories, mostly bad ones...This morning when I get up at 5 am after a relaxing night sleep after a while, I feel that there is a new topic here that is started bothering me! I told myself: "Enough is enough! Do not let anything disturbs your peace anymore!" So, I got up and ended the thing that threatens my happiness and peace! Yes, my new year resolution is focusing on my happiness and peace more and more!
